Holding Back

I always hold back.
Is it because I fear how things will turn out to be or the guilt that I can never live on with?

Let myself free.
Am I able to do that?

Grey's 317-Some Kind of Miracle

I’ve watched the show god-knows-how-many-times and every single time without fail, when the scene comes up, tears would be running down my cheek.

The scene:
We never had that. He had never felt that way about me.

I so feel you, Addison!