Thursday, May 07, 2009

Demoralised, Degraded, Demotivated

I felt as if it was a personal attack.

It was too demoralising.

My pride was ripped off and stomped onto the ground.

Those words kept replaying in my head.

Concentration level dropped to almost zero.

Switched to ANTM to take my mind off things.

It got me thinking :-

(a) Have I been overly sensitive?
(b) Do I not take criticism positively?
(c) Am I overanalysing things?
(d) Do I give up so easily?

I'm just feeling so demotivated right now.

I need to get up and push myself back again.

To make things better, to improve.

But for what reason? I just can't seem to find any right now.

Blegh. Sucky sucky sucky feeling.

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