Please, Let This Be It

I'm having doubts. I'm having fear.

I've been having weird dreams and some bad signs.

I don't want it to be an escapade and to find out later that it's worse than what I'm going through. But I have no other choice.

I don't want to be stagnant.

I need progress. I need development.

I just hope it'll provide me with whatever that I'm looking for.

I don't want to be a rolling stone.

I want it to be the stepping stone to build myself.

Dear God, let this be it.

Please.